It's raining.
It's way too late to be awake.
It's way too early to be awake.
Either way you look at it... I should be sleeping right now.
But I can't.
And I don't want to.
I was sleeping and had a very bad panic attack.
That's why I'm awake.
That's why I don't want to go back to sleep.
I only have those kinds of panic attacks when I'm sleeping.
I could read.
But then I might fall asleep.
And I've already explained I don't want to fall asleep.
Well, I would like to fall asleep.
But not if it means I'll have another panic attack.
When I sleep during the day I don't have panic attacks.
But I do have a six year old.
So I can't sleep during the day either.
I'm tired.
I think I'll try to get some sleep.
(I know I make no sense!)
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